When I arrived at Shrine Mont last weekend, I was so excited to be back to a place I’ve been going to for over twenty years. As I came over the hill, knowing that Shrine Mont was just over the next bend in the road I burst into tears. I felt the sense of loss I’ve felt so many times over the course of this sorrow-filled journey. We have our first hearing regarding the Virginia lawsuits on Monday and the knowledge of that, as I drove closer to Shrine Mont grieved me even more. There must be some better way through this – for more than twenty years of building friendships, only to find that they were built in sand.